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Living and Dealing with Mental Illness

An untreated mental illness can wreak havoc in the lives of a patient’s loved ones.

Currently, a friend of mine is in an episode that has already lasted several weeks.  The behavior has resulted in mismanagement of money, an eviction notice and, possibly, a return to substance abuse. 

Out of concern and sorrow, I placed a call only to discover there really isn’t much anyone can do.  The courts and mental health organizations need clear proof that this person is a danger to self or others.  And, they are.  Just not in ways that can legally justify secluding this person.  Not in ways that prove someone will be directly hurt with knives or guns or suicide.

What we normally do?

Normally, we worry.  We try to fix, rescue, plead and bargain.  Ultimately, it is probably common that when a family surrenders to their loved one’s behavior, they get to stand by and watch in horror and know they can do nothing. 

It is clear to me that there should be some nuances in the laws that uphold my friend’s right but also make it impossible for his/her poor judgment to continuously lead to acts of self-harm.

We have free will.

What can we do?

Pray.

Set boundaries.

Listen.

Talk about how I feel.

Remain available to assist in the solution.

Because I am not a mental health specialist or trained in administering healthcare, I want to clearly state that these are solutions I have found workable for me. 

After carefully listening to others that have travelled this beaten path, I understand I can’t make anyone do what they don’t want to do.  If my friends or family members don’t want to take care of themselves, maybe there is little I can do.  Maybe the only thing I can do is pray.  The prayers I send up help me remain centered in my own care by looking up to a Source stronger than I.

Meditate.  Interestingly, people meditate in different ways.  For me, meditation is listening for God’s response.  Often, that comes after I arise from my kneeling position and hear the voices of older, wiser men and women who have survived similar experiences.  I hear their emotional and physical responses to the challenges we face while loving in any community.  I gain strength and insight from their travels.

The boundaries I then am able to set come from a place of wellness.  I am able to stay well for me.  I am able to let the other person know that you must live with your choices and I need not rescue or jump into your insanity to demonstrate “I love you.”  In fact, it is quite the opposite…I love you enough to leave you to your own wisdom.  It just doesn’t work for me.

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With insight, this experience helps me understand the harm, worry and confusion I can inflict in the lives of people who love me when I act in ways that are bizarre, harmful to self and confusing to others. 

Some of the biggest challenges with having a mental illness is being deeply and truly honest with oneself that we are different from other people, but not complete aliens to the human race.  Another challenge is admitting we need the help of others to help us see and live in reality about the choices we make.  Finally, working diligently to silence the self-destructive voice is a full-time job all by itself. 

If people who have major depressive disorder make up 3% of the population, it is no wonder the remaining 97% struggle to understand our lot in life. 

Mental illness is real, debilitating and mandates if you want to pursue recovery, you must reach out for help.  If stage 4 is hospitalization, the first three stages mandate a mental health consumer remain vigilant about their own sense of wellness and personal safety.  In this way, we do have a chance to recover.