Proper Representation
of Christ in Spite of…
Irritating. Ever
experience being completely powerless over coughing spells, headaches and
unexpected body chills. Yes, this
present, a derivative of a cold/flu, was delivered right before Christmas and was
unwelcomed, confusing and left no inclination as to how long it would be
around.
At first awareness, I assumed this cold would be easy enough
to get rid of. But then, reality quickly
set in when I realized the coughing spells hurt and did not produce anything
but a sorer throat. Oh my, what was I to
do?
My grandchildren, mother and other family members were about
to be exposed to these unwelcomed germs.
Not to mention, there was no way for me to safeguard myself from
trekking out into the cold weather to do last-minute food and gift
selections. Crap. It was gonna be a bitter-sweet
Christmas. Then, I got the best news
ever – I would have to do my personal banking too. No direct deposit for me this week. Nope.
Another reason to venture out into the cold.
While I struggled to find the joy in Christmas and regain a
sense of peace within my soul, I sought the Lord, and He heard my cry.
I said, “Father, I do not feel spiritual, happy or
optimistic about anything since I don’t feel good. Please help me to put this all in
perspective.” The response was to call
my sponsor. Simple enough.
After the normal split-second wrestle with the thought that
she was too busy for my concerns, I dialed her number anyway. I could hear her grandchildren playing in the
background as I fumbled to greet her with my splitting headache. She soon found a quiet space to sit and
listen to my concerns and share her wisdom.
Whew. This Christmas
doesn’t have to be a disaster after all.
I can do two things: manage
myself properly and practice the spiritual principles. By remembering I am responsible for what I
say and do, no matter how I FEEL, I
can rest, attend one or two family gatherings and practice kindness, patience
and a few other spiritual principles.
All will be well.
So, although I don’t want another cold on Christmas, I did
have a chance to practice rising
above my emotions (anxiety/worry), psychological heaviness, physical
impairments and financial concerns to demonstrate love, patience and kindness
towards, and with, those I love. Next
time I will do better. This time, I did
okay. There’s always room for
improvement. J
Peace & Merry Christmas
